The PIT of my Stomach

Oh, that sounds nasty doesn' it??!! Anyhow, there is an awful feeling down in that pit in my stomach. The feeling of rejection, or I guess to be optimistic, I should say "wrong timing", not rejection. Yes, I submitted again to a couple DT's. One I wanted very badly, and although the final announcement has not been made, I know I would have been contacted by now. Oh well, still a few more out there I am waiting to hear from, but I am not feeling good any good vibes. I know I will just keep plugging along. It's been awhile since I've been on a DT, and actually, I am on one at a LSS, but I just can't get that psyched about it, like I do about kit club DT's. There is something about the camaraderie of a kit club and the forum that I love.

Ok, just had to get that off my chest (or out of the "PIT") so I could move on today. Try to post something more interesting and cheerful later. Like maybe about the little pug I just recently got - well not a real pug, but a Webkin pug, and not really for me, but for my daughter - but she is sharing him with me. He's so darn cute!! I will have to post his picture later. I really am a large breed person. I love my two labs, Lafferty and Gulliver, but these little pugs have intrigued me. A toy one will do for now.

Sunday is My Fun Day

Well sort of. Kind of a rainy, lazy Sunday. Went to a crop yesterday at Archivers with my bf Tracy and we had a blast - had been a long time since we got together to cause some trouble. Got home pretty late and as usual could not go right to sleep. After a beer and some scrap gallery cruising, was able to hit the pillow, but still feeling a little groggy today.

Spending a good chunk of my day on the PC figuring out the "LOOK" for my blog - thanks Tracy btw, for the tips. I am soooo clueless regarding this stuff. Just when I think I am getting hip and can program my IPOD, then this Blog thing comes up!! I told my DH I had a blog now, and he told me, "there is surgery to fix that". ARGHH - that "funny" man.

Off to figure out my header. See, this stuff is soooo boring, who would want to read it!!

passwords suck

PASSWORDS!!! I know they were created to protect us, OK!! But for those of us who are starting to lose are memories, they SUCKKKKKKKKK! I mean it. I hate them. I can't even get into my own blog when I want to. ARGHHHHH.

OK, I am done venting. Still working on the header people. It will be there one day. Like anyone is looking - HA!!!

Oh, yeah, can you say PMS! It creeps into every crevis of my being - even the blog!! THE BLOG! Sounds like some sort of SCI FI movie - oh no, that was the BLOB!@! LOL!!

So is typing here suppose to make me feel better?? I have resisted so far. I wonder about this blogging thing. Are there voyeurs out there that just cruise blogs?? Kind of what it seems like.
God, I hope there is spell check on this thing, but if I don't expect anyone to be reading it, what do I care. Yeah, right!! The tiny little perfectionist voice in my head won't shut up!!!

Why do I do it?? The blog thing, I mean. Is it because I don't want to be left behind in the dust?? It's expected of me? Jeesh - that be the case, you'd think I'd be more concerned about what I am posting!! NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am soooooo sick of Jones'ing. It creeps into every corner of my world. Just when I think I don't care, or I'm rid of it, it's there!! Knocking at my door, "Jones HERE!".

Can you tell I am SOUR on this fine EVE???? EVER SOOO!! Well off to spell check and add my "made-up" words to the vocab. Then sleep. Can it soften this mood of mine??? Ahhhh, sweet slumber - numb this aching soul........