Thursday, August 23, 2007

The PIT of my Stomach

Oh, that sounds nasty doesn' it??!! Anyhow, there is an awful feeling down in that pit in my stomach. The feeling of rejection, or I guess to be optimistic, I should say "wrong timing", not rejection. Yes, I submitted again to a couple DT's. One I wanted very badly, and although the final announcement has not been made, I know I would have been contacted by now. Oh well, still a few more out there I am waiting to hear from, but I am not feeling good any good vibes. I know I will just keep plugging along. It's been awhile since I've been on a DT, and actually, I am on one at a LSS, but I just can't get that psyched about it, like I do about kit club DT's. There is something about the camaraderie of a kit club and the forum that I love.

Ok, just had to get that off my chest (or out of the "PIT") so I could move on today. Try to post something more interesting and cheerful later. Like maybe about the little pug I just recently got - well not a real pug, but a Webkin pug, and not really for me, but for my daughter - but she is sharing him with me. He's so darn cute!! I will have to post his picture later. I really am a large breed person. I love my two labs, Lafferty and Gulliver, but these little pugs have intrigued me. A toy one will do for now.

Sunday, August 19, 2007

Sunday is My Fun Day

Well sort of. Kind of a rainy, lazy Sunday. Went to a crop yesterday at Archivers with my bf Tracy and we had a blast - had been a long time since we got together to cause some trouble. Got home pretty late and as usual could not go right to sleep. After a beer and some scrap gallery cruising, was able to hit the pillow, but still feeling a little groggy today.

Spending a good chunk of my day on the PC figuring out the "LOOK" for my blog - thanks Tracy btw, for the tips. I am soooo clueless regarding this stuff. Just when I think I am getting hip and can program my IPOD, then this Blog thing comes up!! I told my DH I had a blog now, and he told me, "there is surgery to fix that". ARGHH - that "funny" man.

Off to figure out my header. See, this stuff is soooo boring, who would want to read it!!

Monday, August 13, 2007

passwords suck

PASSWORDS!!! I know they were created to protect us, OK!! But for those of us who are starting to lose are memories, they SUCKKKKKKKKK! I mean it. I hate them. I can't even get into my own blog when I want to. ARGHHHHH.

OK, I am done venting. Still working on the header people. It will be there one day. Like anyone is looking - HA!!!

Oh, yeah, can you say PMS! It creeps into every crevis of my being - even the blog!! THE BLOG! Sounds like some sort of SCI FI movie - oh no, that was the BLOB!@! LOL!!

So is typing here suppose to make me feel better?? I have resisted so far. I wonder about this blogging thing. Are there voyeurs out there that just cruise blogs?? Kind of what it seems like.
God, I hope there is spell check on this thing, but if I don't expect anyone to be reading it, what do I care. Yeah, right!! The tiny little perfectionist voice in my head won't shut up!!!

Why do I do it?? The blog thing, I mean. Is it because I don't want to be left behind in the dust?? It's expected of me? Jeesh - that be the case, you'd think I'd be more concerned about what I am posting!! NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am soooooo sick of Jones'ing. It creeps into every corner of my world. Just when I think I don't care, or I'm rid of it, it's there!! Knocking at my door, "Jones HERE!".

Can you tell I am SOUR on this fine EVE???? EVER SOOO!! Well off to spell check and add my "made-up" words to the vocab. Then sleep. Can it soften this mood of mine??? Ahhhh, sweet slumber - numb this aching soul........